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into a deep red sleep

go where you’ve learned to keep

all of your options clear

all of your big ideas




who is it asking you now

curious

how’re you gonna fuck it up this time




ready the guns at will

aiming inside hold still

you can’t just take things back

you don’t get cut any slack




what is the point in this all

if you know

how you’re gonna fuck it up this time




mmm




look at the things you’ve done

all of the things overcome

and look you’re still nowhere now

obvious

how you’ve gone and fucked it up this time




curl up and rest your head

it’s a lot of asking you to be

some way that is hard to see

but at last you finally agree




what do you mean to me?

what do you need from me?

what do you see in me?

do you believe in me?




will i always ask myself

curious

how’re you gonna fuck it up this time




mmm




will i always ask myself

curious

how’re you gonna fuck it up this time




how’re you gonna fuck it up this time